Friday, July 25, 2008

I am lost

Today I watch 溏心风暴 got one scene is about a guy’s name is Alfred. After break up, he always writes his daily journal, he cannot let go his beloved girl friend. Suddenly every previous thing comes back to my mine, from January I start to write message to him, one day follow by one day, non stop. Until 100 messages. Too bad to say that he tell me he don’t receive any message. The guy in the drama series, Alfred say when a person is sad, what he want to do just write out the feeling. When I am sad I really have think about it. When I am sad, i feel that I want to have one person to care of me, accompany me. However no body can do it, I message to my friend “ I taught you are that person can accompany when I am down, lonely and sad but he told me he couldn’t make it . It’s because he has girl friend, his girl friend don’t like it. Apart from that, my roommate has told me, when a guy already has girl friend, they won’t have times and effort to console or comfort you. Last time I always feel I am very lucky, god always with me and help me. Now I don’t think that, I just thinking when I have problem, I need to learn to be strong and bear it. No body will care, no body can help, no body can even listen or understand. i tell my friend if one day he come back to me, i won’t together with him again. I don’t know why I don’t feel want to angry him. It’s funny to say that I have tried to angry him, I fail to do it. Hahaha, I can’t believe that I will try to angry a person. I am such a weirdo. For him, no angry, no happy but sad. I always think that I can forget him, treat him as a unimportant person or this person never appear in my life before. Unfortunately, I cannot make it. When I think back, my tear will drop automatically, cannot stop. While I am crying, i know that I cannot lie to myself I still miss him and love him very much. In his mind I am just a character can be forget and throw away. Everything that happened previously is it a dream? Our story is just exact same like the love story in movie or drama. Is all this just a fake to me? Who is him? I can’t recognize who is him now. What is reality? How’s human character? I am really tired of all this kind of thing. I want to cry! Cry and cry and cry until tired then sleep. My classmate told me that people have prejudice to me because I don’t even can manage my thing properly. I always try my best to do everything. May be I really cannot control what people say, maybe my life already not the same as other people, I don’t know what I do consider correct, what is my responsibility? I have no direction. I cannot protect myself, how I going to protect other people? How I going to make my family don’t worry about me? I am so tired now. May everything that happen before just a nightmare for me, after wake up then I will forget everything. Be tough, be happy, you can do it Wan Ting.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I am polluted!!

Hahaha... people always will say the environment is polluted but today i want to tell everybody i am polluted because i have been bar before.

Date : 18-05-2008

Venue : The Cube

Noob is driving car.

Today is David birthday then Soo Lim gather some of his friends like Gek Li, Sze Min, Sze Min's bro, David's gf, Aaron and me celebrate his 20th birthday.Around 4-5pm, David drives car, fetch me, his gf and Soo Lim. We reach Soo Lim's house at 7.00 pm. That time he just after working, then we are waiting him for preparation. So slow~~~ hahaha.. David's gf cannot stand for it keep saying him. Soo Lim presents David a monkey key chain.

The green one is for Soo Lim and the purple one is for David. Soo Lim mention that the purple monkey looks noob so suitable for David.

After that, we go to Melaka Raya Secret Recipe take David's cake.On the way, David and David's gf keep halau-ing Soo Lim from car, make Soo Lim feel so frustrated and complain that they bully him. Hahaha..

This is David's birthday cake- Ice cream flavour

Then we are heading to friends Cafe. Muahahaha.. i order Friends Grill and Hot Apple Milk. This friends grill cannot be find in the new menu. I know this dish because of Han Siu. Yummy~~ it is so nice, egg, hush brown, black pepper chicken chop, tomato and vegetables are the best combination.

Friends Grill

We have a lot of fun there such as chatting, playing and taking photo. David always do something funny, that's why Soo Lim always call him as noob.

After that, Soo Lim come out one idea that go clubbing at The Cube. At that time David tease me say that my costume is not suitable for clubbing. I am wearing one short, T-shirt and slipper. Arg~~ i will never forget that because my 1st time clubbing wearing is so CASUAL. Before enter The Cube, they have to cop one The Cube Logo on our hand.

The Cop.

During clubbing, Soo Lim order 2 bucket of beer. Seriously speaking, i don't like beer. I can say in my 19+ years, i never drink beer before. On the day, i drink 1 bottle of 5% alcohol beer. Of course i am drunk, Gek Li drunk too.What is the feeling of drunk? David says when u are drunk, you feel you are floating.I have the feeling so it is proven i am drunk.Some more, I dare to step on the dance floor to dance, it's weird because i am wearing casual.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

My father 60th birthday

This is my today costume, so GOLD!! hahaha!!

1st Dishes - Mee Siam

2ns Dishes - Leng Pan ( Cold Plate )

3rd Dishes- Shark Fin Soup

When i am eating this, i heard my sister says the sharks are going to extinct because many of chinese always eat shark fin, especially in Asia area. Do you know what the people do to the sharks?

  1. Catch the shark

  2. Cut the shark's fin

  3. Throw the shark into the sea

  4. The shark cannot swim and die because of starving or over losing blood.


4th Dishes - Stim Fish

5th Dishes - Grill Pork Skin

6th Dishes - Fried Prawn with Sauce

7th Dishes - Fruit Tart and Scallop ( The weird combination that i've never seen )

8th Dishes - Abalone with Sea Cucumber

Last Dishes - Sea Coconut Tong Shui (Desert)

The big cake is bought by my cousin and the other cheese cake is made by my father's office worker.(I tell you, it taste good.You eat one bite and you hope to have another bite)

My father and my aunt are same birthday.

I am the day "CAMERA GIRL".

Cish cish... budak minum Red Wine.. Nanti kena polis lock up

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Han Bok

Hahaha! Last time, madam ( my previous boss) come back from Korea. Before that i ask her to help me buy the Korea tradisonal costume for me - Han Bok. She choose the pink colour Han Bok for me, it's so nice. My friend's Han Bok's colour is light yellow top and red dress.

Me wearing Han Bok, nice!!!

Friday, April 25, 2008

I am TAG!!!

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. (instructions intelligently modified by the current author =P)

1. Are you creative?
Ya. Why i say that? It's because i like to do handcraft and create card to my half or friends. *the point not strong eough, right?*

2. Do you like Yen Mei?
I am not very close with her but I like her and I like everyone.

3. If you only can choose one and give up another one, career or relationship. Which one you'll choose?Why?
I think i will choose relationship because i always hope i can have my owe family, i am the one taking care of children and my husband earn money for family.We share our burden together.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I hope i can have my own happy family. ^^

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Not really, i won't see it if too cloudy.

6. What are you afraid of losing the most now?Electricity supply and wireless connection. Cuz I haven’t saved this piece of work. But since the question implies only one answer, I shall say electricity supply. Cuz if wireless takde still can leave the com on till wireless comes back on.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I will use half to invest ( such as buy house or land and do some business) and bank in another half of the money to get the interest.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes, I will. From my point of view, it's very difficult to find a person you love.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Tse Hwei ah, She is caring, clever and helpful.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
The most important is i love him, it's already enough.

11. What annoys you the most?
N.A.T.O (No action talk only)

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or kiss?
Hug!! because it's warm.

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I hope them point out to me.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Trustworthy among friends, family and your lover.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Hmmpm.. I have no idea. If i really need the thing i will walk the whole supermarket shop for it. Normally i don't do that.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
Computer lor.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Me?I am pessismistic so i hope i can be optimist.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
Reality in life

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
No.we'll face problem in every moment.If i choose to see the future i'll feel scare, insecure and worry for the problem that will coming.

20. What do your friends label you as?
Observant, brave, creative, caring..(don't know la)

Bad Service

Why i put the title as bad service?

  1. My mom ordered those furniture since 26 Feb and 25 April only they send us the furniture.
  2. They promise us ,the stock will be arrive before 10 April but they didn't make it.
  3. They send us wrong bed, the bed we ordered not that high.
  4. They promise us will come in the afternoon for changing the low bed but they didn't make it.

If i drop from this bed, my bones sure break.

These are the computer table and drawer

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Celebrating birthday for a Japanese Uncle

The Japanese uncle is my boss best friend, he always go to "Soo La Kan"(my working place) for dinner. He he, he is a hilarious person and his English speaking not really good. However i still can catch what he want to say. Today he ask me to switch off the air conditional, then he tell me " Got money HOT!No money COLD! *Ermm....i think it's a joke*

The Japanese uncle and his wife

They are singing birthday song.

Hehehe.. they did sing Japanese,Korea, English and Chinese edition.I only know to sing English and Chinese edition. Besides that, i am busy taking photo *Grrr~~ the brother like very bo song i take photo* I don't understand why he is so "KAYU"!! No wonder his life is so dull, i guess he don't have any sweet memory before!!! *I assume that*

These are the birthday candles.
End up i also throw them into the dustbin! muahahaha

This is the cake that bought from Italy bakery!!!
I get one piece..What is the flavour?*thinking* Mocha i guess.

Playing at the kitchen*That's abang's hand*

When madam and his son (my boss) busy social in front, then i am snapping photo and playing around..Yoohhoo~~!!Don't think i am lazy, today is the 1st day i do that, OK? In other time don't have chance to sit and rest. *sobbing*

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Lepak da Pasar Malam - to be continue

Ha ha.. hello everybody. Last time my blog did mention that the "Pak Cik" who is selling ayam percik is very lucky because has these four loyal customers (Calvin, Dar, bro wee and Siu Siu)right?Too sad to say that, Calvin is sick the next day . =.="" ha ha ha.

This is Calvin ( not the baby)

We assume that he is sick because is ayam percik. Why? Let us see the picture below.

The 4 loyal ayam percik fans are busy tasting the ayam percik, yummy~~

You see the way they eat the ayam percik can show how much they like it. Luckily they don't get chock if not i also don't know what to do.

Siu Siu : Ayam percik rox!!!

Bro Wee : Yeah~~ ayam percik rox! *Siu siu n Bro wee gives five to each other*

Sorry, sorry.. i am out of the topic, let's go back to Calvin.

What you see from this photo? Don't know? OK let's zoom in.


Aiyo~~ you see this Calvin. He drink all the ayam percik sauce. Of course he will get sick!!!

Conversation between Calvin and me trough MSN

Me : Wah, Calvin you have 7 days fever and 1 day mild

Cal : Yalor :(

Me : So kesian.The ayam percik so geng huh..fui~~

Cal : Ya, next time don't want eat ayam percik d. :(

Me : Ha ha, I just blog that you are one of ayam percik loyal customer. hahaha

Cal : Don't want to be loyal d, it makes me sick. :(

Me : Ha ha ha.. anti ayam percik!!

I personally feel that Calvin just jokes with me, he will never give up ayam percik!! hahaha !!

Ayam Percik ROX!!

( arrgg~~ what a lame ending )

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Lepak da Pasar Malam

left to right- Cal, Siu siu, Dar, Wee Sim and me (Shi yi is holding camera)

Today i go pasar malam with cal,dar,wee sim,shi yi and siu siu.. Actually gin yuan and pra D want join us but they have something on so couldn't make it. Cal and i was dicussing that want meet each other at 7 pm ,i reach there at 7.45pm because of Bro Wee - the si lambat..kekeke.. Our 1st station is "Ayam Percik" stall. Before that, Bro Wee insist want Ayamas but i couldn't make it .That's why he show his kindness and says "oklah, ayam percik also can but i want five!!!!" In the end,i only buy 6 for him to share with friends,luckily he didn't complaint hahaha. Calvin is very "paise" that i pay for the ayam percik but.... "Uncle Cal, just once a lifetime (wah,feel like very serious, what a "lifetime"..kekeke) u just accept it happily. Then we tumpang uncle's(a person who is selling drinks) place to eat the ayam percik... Here u can see the pic above, these 4 boys are enjoying their ayam percik and keep saying "Ayam Percik Rocks" .Haha, the Pak cik who is selling ayam percik sure very happy that has this 4 loyal customers, untung~nya~~!!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

New Hair Cut

Oh yeah~~~ Finally i get to cut my hair, I've been stand for 6 months didn't go for hair cut..Arggg.. My hair is very messy, can use "kusut masai" to describe myself. Do you know that hair can affect a person's appearance? Let's see the photo below.

Before- Look like ghost

After - Wow~

I use about 5 hours to make this hair because i am doing hair re bonding. However, my hair cut only spend only 5 minutes.Hahaha. This hair cut spend me RM180.00 *pocket got lubang d* Just because my blurriness, i ter-leave my earring there. Then i need to go and get back the next day.Yawn~~